Banana beach club
24-05-2019 - 31-05-2019 3 Sleeper
(full week)
R5000
Castleton
Cape - Garden Route, Plettenberg Bay
27-05-2019 - 31-05-2019 4 Sleeper
(4 nights)
R3000
Dikhololo
North West, Hartbeespoort/Brits
10-06-2019 - 14-06-2019 4 Sleeper
(4 nights)
R3500
Placid Waters
Cape - Garden Route, Sedgefield & Knysna
10-06-2019 - 14-06-2019 4 Sleeper
(4 nights)
R5000
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Today on the 13th of Ramadan at the age of 12 I was abused and molestered by a man that was supposed to have been my guardian..
He took away what I didn't even know existed, I cried in pain, crawled to the bathroom covered in my own blood taking the little dignity I had left to try and clean myself up..
I cried myself to sleep every night for 2 years there after, couldn't look at my body in the mirror until I turned 20 and felt dirty and disgusting all the time..
This man destroyed my youth, my innocence and my perception of every single man I've seen since..
I suffered from trust issues, started hanging out with the wrong crowd, lost myself and felt absolutely worthless..
I attempted suicide 5 times and made it out alive every single time.
After my 5th suicide attempt at the age of 16, I knew that there was a reason why I never died.. There was a reason I was supposed to be alive.. I didn't know what it was yet but I was determined to stay alive and find out.
I started channeling my anger into positive, started working with youth and talking about my story and how I survived it, started running a youth show talking about the issues that affect us as youth everyday. I started building confidence in myself again, started loving myself again and started learning how to trust others again as well..
Its been a long road and today, 18 years later, I have finally forgiven the man that I've hated for so long..
If I don't forgive him, how can I expect the Almighty to forgive me for all my flaws??
I've been fighting this demon for so long but today I will not break down..
Today, I will not let him win..
Today, I will take back all my power..
Today, I will start living..
To every single woman that is going to read this and is a survivor, take your power back today!! Its hard but not impossible..
To every single woman that has not been through this, thank the Almighty every single day.. I wouldn't wish this trauma and pain on my worst enemy..
To every single man that's going to read this, think twice before doing anything stupid like this.. It destroys lives.. Trust me, I know..
To the man that has now come into my life, know that I have flaws. I didn't give anything up, it was taken away from me. If you can love me past that, I will love you with everything I have..
This post is real..
This is my story..
Today I can proudly say that my name is Zaakirah Mohamed and I'm a SURVIVOR!!!!
#IAM
#ConciousBeliever
1. You wear abaya and hijāb but with perfume and makeup. ( a leaking bucket )
2. You're following the Sunnah and have a beard but you don't lower your gaze. (A leaking bucket)
3. You pray all of your prayers on time but you have no khushū at all. (A leaking bucket)
4. You're very kind to people and speak with them gently but with your family you're always harsh. (A leaking bucket)
5. You honour and treat your guests well but when they leave, you gossip about them and talk about their flaws. (A leaking bucket)
6. You give alot of sadaqah to the poor but you humiliate them and hurt them. (A leaking bucket)
7. You stand up for tahajjud at night, fast and reads Qur'ān everyday but you cut your family ties. (A leaking bucket)
8. You fast and have sabr for the pangs of hunger and thirst but you swear, insult, curse. (A leaking bucket)
9. You help others but you're doing it to gain something from them and not doing those acts of kindness for the sake of Allāh's Glory. (A leaking bucket)
10. You post reminders and have thousands of followers on facebook and instagram but you're doing it for the fame, not to please Allah. (A leaking bucket)
Do not gather all your good deeds in a leaking bucket.
You struggle to fill it whilst it easily runs out through the leaking holes!
May Allāh make us do all of good actions for pleasing HIM alone and may HE be pleased with us always.
